Monday, November 22, 2010

We'll make the night last forever...

Hey everyone. Wow, I finally got an oppurtunity to post! Yay..Day off finally, anyblue...I am sooo happy! Wanna know Y? It's because:

1.) Broke it off with jerko boyfreind
2.) Am single , oh yeaaah!
3.) My new job at the bakery is awesome! (Dont worry, i hardly ever have to eat anything from there.!)
4.)It's snowing n seattle!!! And the city looks gorgeouse!
5.) It's going to be black friday soon and this year were going to do lots of stocking up for our trip to india.(im indian :P).. So shopping, shoppin, shoppin here i come!!
6.) I havent binged for the longest time. I'll weigh myself tomarow.

I just feel peacefull. Reading your blogs, and the buzz of the season, is really helping me out. It's when i start feeling sad, depressed and hopless, that i start binging...Ok from now on , im not even gonna say the B-word (aka binging)...I mean, you know from now on in my posts!

Postive energy Postive energy Postive energy to you all, and lower pounds and im off to comment on all you lovely lady's now! MWAH

Friday, November 12, 2010

Back to where it all began

So Im back, to my original blog...And I promise I'm here to stay, I dont know why I never felt like posting on my other new one...

Oh well, a little recap for you all. I AM FATTER THAN EVER!!!! I have balooned (about 5 pound lol, but itstill feels like to much, FAIL). Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe. But somehow I'm still persevering through all the crap I've been through since about the month of June, (when I quit my annoying job). And learned that my boyfreind isnt who I really thought he was.

Now, Im working part time at a job I adore, and am dating a much more promising hunk...;)
My desire's to end it all with a few chugs of bleach have all but gone...
I've put a lot in god's hands.
Told a mentor about my Bulimia (more like ednos)...

But I still need this blog THIS BLOG, not the other one. I missed YOU guys.

I still want to be the best I can be. As thin as I can be. From now on, I will strive for perfection. If I dont attain it, I'll atleast be a little bit better than mediocre....

Lets make our dreams come true, once and for all! :D <3
Time to catch up on your lovely blogs, i missed em!