Friday, November 12, 2010

Back to where it all began

So Im back, to my original blog...And I promise I'm here to stay, I dont know why I never felt like posting on my other new one...

Oh well, a little recap for you all. I AM FATTER THAN EVER!!!! I have balooned (about 5 pound lol, but itstill feels like to much, FAIL). Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe. But somehow I'm still persevering through all the crap I've been through since about the month of June, (when I quit my annoying job). And learned that my boyfreind isnt who I really thought he was.

Now, Im working part time at a job I adore, and am dating a much more promising hunk...;)
My desire's to end it all with a few chugs of bleach have all but gone...
I've put a lot in god's hands.
Told a mentor about my Bulimia (more like ednos)...

But I still need this blog THIS BLOG, not the other one. I missed YOU guys.

I still want to be the best I can be. As thin as I can be. From now on, I will strive for perfection. If I dont attain it, I'll atleast be a little bit better than mediocre....

Lets make our dreams come true, once and for all! :D <3
Time to catch up on your lovely blogs, i missed em!


  1. Good for you, hun!
    Glad to have you back =D

  2. Aaahh so good to see you back on here,
    I missed you! :)

    Looking forward to reading all of your blogs, congrats on the new hunk (A)

    Love, x

  3. Oh Raz my darling, how I've missed you!

    You were the first ever blog I followed, and I'm glad that you're back ^.^ <3

  4. I like your blog! Glad to hear your back! (:
    XX Sarah

  5. Im new to your blog so i look forward to future post!! I like what i read =)Also I'm new to blogger and looking for supporters if you interested!! My blog is bright, fun and POSITIVE =)

  6. hey honey,

    ive got a new blog and will be glad if u follow me :) its just a brand new beginning and i need some support u know ;)