Im trying to make him stop having feelings for me. I think it's working. (Yay?) :/. Thanks for making me feel better about my desicion..you guys are the best.:)
Day 6 or so of not purging. My weights gone down, (i wiegh every morning, cant really stick to the once in a week thing..lol). No desire at all to purge. Feels amazing. And if I do binge, I'll just think its a good thing, might help the metabolizm...:) ,better than start the horrific, b/p, b/p, b/p cyle. And remind myself that I will be hungry again, soon enough, and weight losing can and will commence, so as to not have a mind freak out over it.
I read a lot of your blogs, i love them, and I follow a lot of them too, (thats why i have so many followers, 123? :O?!?!?!?! waaaaaaah??? heheheh, thank you guys.
I think I actually might do this. Lose wieght quickly, I mean. Becuase, I'm planning to get an emo style haircut, with red highlights, and I dont wanna look like a fool..lol... (p.s im not really an emo), for my birthday in May... oooh i cant wait!!!! (Picture of i'll look like, on the side).
My drug test for the new job is today, ofcourse Im not worried, im not into that stuff..:)
Im finding myself wary of emotions lately. I want to detach myself, emotionally from people. Maybe become a little more selfish. Have fun in life.
We only live once.
Be thinspiraional! :DDD...