Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Waaaaah???

Im trying to make him stop having feelings for me. I think it's working. (Yay?) :/. Thanks for making me feel better about my desicion..you guys are the best.:)

Day 6 or so of not purging. My weights gone down, (i wiegh every morning, cant really stick to the once in a week thing..lol). No desire at all to purge. Feels amazing. And if I do binge, I'll just think its a good thing, might help the metabolizm...:) ,better than start the horrific, b/p, b/p, b/p cyle. And remind myself that I will be hungry again, soon enough, and weight losing can and will commence, so as to not have a mind freak out over it.

I read a lot of your blogs, i love them, and I follow a lot of them too, (thats why i have so many followers, 123? :O?!?!?!?! waaaaaaah??? heheheh, thank you guys.

I think I actually might do this. Lose wieght quickly, I mean. Becuase, I'm planning to get an emo style haircut, with red highlights, and I dont wanna look like a fool..lol... (p.s im not really an emo), for my birthday in May... oooh i cant wait!!!! (Picture of i'll look like, on the side).

My drug test for the new job is today, ofcourse Im not worried, im not into that stuff..:)

Im finding myself wary of emotions lately. I want to detach myself, emotionally from people. Maybe become a little more selfish. Have fun in life.
We only live once.
Be fabulouse
Be sexy
Be thinspiraional! :DDD...

6 comments:

  1. hey,i love your blog...i would like to be like you so much.:(your so strong and you get what you want..but im just some fat girl-.-

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  2. congrats on continuing to lose weight.
    i tell myself the same thing when i b/p. and usually that's what happens. ill go down half a pound or so and will stay that way till i binge again(minus purge lol).
    your hair is going to look kick ass! im not emo either but i just love how some of the hairstyles look.im so happy i cut mine emo-ish in time for my birthday. we are going to be the skinniest , non emo girls come summertime!
    stay strong
    meg

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  3. Wow, 6 days! Congrats,that's fab.

    I understand the wariness of emotion thing. I tend to cut them off quite a lot. Just watch out, it can get a little messy if you suppress them too much!

    I'm enjoying reading your blog!

    Love B xxx

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  4. wow 6 days no purging! you are awesome

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  5. Being selfish is not that bad, it just means you make your own decisions for your own sake.

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  6. Agreed, its all about not purging. Binging is just so much easier to come back from then a purge :) Keep up the good work and get that haircut! woo hoo- i wish i could go bck to my old hair, i HATE my new haircut :)

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