It took awhile and a horrible binge fest of a holiday season, but I am now back on track and I know that this time, binging and purging is so nooot worth it. Im gonna give it my all. Urrrrggghhh, i hate living my parents. They buy all the food, and its so frustrating, cause they all eat so freaking much..
Oh well, my new personal motto is: "rise against". Ie, I should try to rise against temptation, cravings, fattening food, family freinds who "care", and against mia. All those things and more. I will rise against. And rise gorgeouse and thin. I will never give up. I will accept the occasional bump, but i will never give up on this.
Hope you all are doing well.
My new (pretty reasonable goals):
Feb: -4 pounds so 134
march: -5 pounds so 129
may: 120-125== 1st goal reached in time for my birthday :D
august: 100 perfect-(ish), maybe more we'll see..