I love you guys! :D Thnks for all of your supportive comments, they really do help!
Drinking that black coffee as usual, but crying this time through sips. It's one thing to be really over-wieght and then lose it quickly, be happy with your self, yadda yadda yadda, all that good stuff.
But its quiet another when your like me. Near anorexic one moment, then pinging, then losing, and now stagnating. I undrstand why people cut themselves now. It didnt make sense before, but now it does.
No more stagnating. Im sick of stagnating, seeing these same numbers day after day!!!
Right now I am exhuasted. Woke up this morning b/ped, because i thought "hey, i could just burn it off through out the day". So that's the plan. Damage control day today, ***lots*** of exercise, cleansing etc. Water water water. No more b/p-ing!!! I promise you all !
Then under 1,000 calorie days untill the 2nd of Feburary, (weigh-in day).
Wish me luck, :
Luck is a dividend of sweat. The more you sweat,the luckier u get! ;)