Didnt post for awhile because family from canada decided to come over and ruin my perfectly executed plans to fast on new years eve eve..:(
Ended up eating more than I would have liked.
Was so depressed after they left.
Binged and purged.
Up untill 2.30 in the morning trying to undue the damage.
Yes, I realized that I was undoing all of my hard work while I sat there and gorged...
Because you see, I decided not to kill myself last night, and in return this bing attack was my brains way of "rewarding" myself for this (?)
Allmost choked and suffocated on my own vomit. Scary stuff.
But todays a new day. Another chance.
Whatever it takes to get there...xxoo