I just cant seem to find the motivation anymore!
I feel so stuk :(
Just had A DAYS WORTH of calories for breakfast. I am ashamed, and feel hope is lost. Words seem so empty. I am still empty inside, although not physically, unfortunatly.
Obviously I am not going to eat for the rest of the day. Going to try and exercise all day.
It's not my fault, I didnt even want to be alive this long....urrrrrggghhh.
I guess, Im just going to have to tough it out and try to find that feeling of control again.
I am struggling!!!!!! :(