Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I fantasize...

I've been fanstasizing a lot recently. About obviouse things like being skinny,and not so obviouse things like: running away 4rm home or just plain running away 4rm life. How can such a positive person like me, have such horrible thoughts like these? I dont know... Well thats where the control factor comes in.. when u cant seem to control ur life anymore, all u have left is control over your self/what u consum, etc. I used to be really fat, once upon a time, then skinny, now im just...???? in the middle, lost...

Fantasizing yet agian, wishing things were different...

1 comment:

  1. hold on hon!.. dont let go of ur dreams..
    keep fantasizing.. soon u will get there and ur fantasy will be a reality!

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