I need to stop stressing. I need to take a deep breath or two. And just relax.
Not doing so, and over thinking, planning and being too hard on myself , results in binging.
I realize this now.
From now on I will do what makes me HAPPY. Wether, its fasting (like what im doing right now, yummm hunger pangs). Or whether its eating normally, exersicing, restricting or calories cycling.
I need to 'go with the flow', feel my emotions and stop trying to be someone im not.
Im going to be 19 in 2 days, and my last year of being a teenager will be a HAPPY and SKINNY one.
Bye bye saddness, binging and doubts. Your 18 years of reigning over me are over!!!
<3 we will never give up
p.s thanks for the award "twig's can fly". Your a doll, and I've meant to pass it on as well,but i just havent gotten around to it... i will though , :D, it really made my day, cause i never got an award b4 on blogger, so it really special!