Friday, May 14, 2010


I need to stop stressing. I need to take a deep breath or two. And just relax.

Not doing so, and over thinking, planning and being too hard on myself , results in binging.

I realize this now.

From now on I will do what makes me HAPPY. Wether, its fasting (like what im doing right now, yummm hunger pangs). Or whether its eating normally, exersicing, restricting or calories cycling.

I need to 'go with the flow', feel my emotions and stop trying to be someone im not.

Im going to be 19 in 2 days, and my last year of being a teenager will be a HAPPY and SKINNY one.

Bye bye saddness, binging and doubts. Your 18 years of reigning over me are over!!!

<3 we will never give up

p.s thanks for the award "twig's can fly". Your a doll, and I've meant to pass it on as well,but i just havent gotten around to it... i will though , :D, it really made my day, cause i never got an award b4 on blogger, so it really special!


  1. That's the best way lovely, I think we're all having a bit of a re-think this week :)
    Good luck!

  2. Awh no problem (:
    And you'll be okay - I'm liking the rethink

  3. It takes girls forever to come to the same conclusion you just did. Being happy is what counts, right? I hope it works out!