Binged on christmas cakes yesturday. But guess what? I didnt purge. I dont ever want to purge again. So I had a food belly all night. IT WAS CHRISTMAS EVE!!! (is my excuse). I felt a certain defiance towords mia last night. I dont want to turn to her ever again. I will be responsible for when I loose control. I am willing to gain one or two pounds in a week, if that will ultimatly lead to skinny-ness long term, you know what I mean?
And so today I'm doing a fast with lots of exercise! Yay for post christmas eve dinner empty-ness!
Making myself keep the food in, really made me realize how gross it feels inside. :P Blech...
Thanks for commenting you guys! They really do give me hope (shady rae ;)..
Stay Strong xxoo